I've started to notice that I'm perpetually torn.
Torn between wanting to be a star, immortalised in some way, wanting to leave a legacy. I'm torn between that and wanting stability.
To some, the idea that these two things are mutually exclusive is crazy. There's no reason that wanting success equates to not wanting stability. That's true. However, what I do find is that the process of striving for success is no real foundation for stability.
I say this because in my life, it's been a fact. The constant striving to do better, be better, be more means everything around me changes. Everything around me is unstable.
And yet, here I am, still striving...
Anyone else felt this?